I feel blessed, I mean how many people have a very convenient working environment. Then, I feel more than lucky to have one.
on This team, those people.....are Like a family at work, and I am, the youngest (not literally the youngest one, but I like to act childish sometimes, and claim myself as the youngest) of this family really grateful to be a part of this team.
actually I hate to say goodbye, so Instead of saying goodbye, I prefer told them see you agaaaaain....
I will start my life as a PhD student on Monday.. I do not know what to expect, even the more rhetoric question, I do not know what my promoter expected from me..... I wish, I wish I will meet their requirement.
This is my ultimate goal in my Academic life...
I started this day calling my beloved uncle (Omde), I said "thank you" on phone, and started to cry when trying to do some flashback to the time I wanted to give up my academic dream. Omde was the only one at that moment talked to me wisely, he told me to keep on dreaming and continue my study.
Bringing the memory back, My father had an accident, he had to go through the darkest moment of his life, threatened to be paralyzed.... Since I am the eldest, people surrounds me told me to stop my Bachelor, and go back home and become the backbone of my family......
I was frustrated, and omde calmed me down...... and he said, my extended family will pay for my tuition fee...
what happened next was...... I had a part time job to continue living...... I do not have to worry about tuition but....
Anyway,,,
During that hard time, I only have Allah, and support from my family, Mom, Dad, youngest brother,
I want to cry whenever I remember that Allah is always there... besides me.....
And on Monday I will go to Pandora Box,,, alone,,, and again, I believe that Allah will be there beside me.... Bismillah
the last picture, spoiler, ,,,,,,,....
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