Jingga's story

there was nothing special happened for last several days except that my heart started beating abnormally was a special thing. but unfortunately it was not. maybe there are a hundred of butterfly in my heart and they want to come out in the same time, and I cannot handle it, poor me. I am not sure what makes it go like this.... I got a good news today! I got 6,5 in listening and 6 in reading..... horey,, one step closer to 7! I have to fight actually harder than before.