from bandung to holland (part kesekian)

posting ini ditulis pagi hari setelah dua hari berturut turut sebelumnya saya menghabiskan waktu dengan kawan baru menjelajah bandung. hey"" saya rasa saya mulai jatuh cinta pada kota ini. banyak hal menarik yang benar benar membuat saya betah menghabiskan waktu berjam jam menyusuri kota ini.

sabtu - day 1trip
museum geologi.
saya suka museum. pada dasarnya saya suka sesuatu yang vintage dan klasik. dan museum ini benar benar klasik. nilainya tujuh untuk ukuran museum yang pernah saya kunjungi. intinya kami sampai sekitar pukul sebelas. kami pergi bertiga dengan kaos yang ga sengaja berwarna sama hingga kenarsisan yang kebangetan untuk saya yang berumur 25. hehehe... intinya tuh museum berisi tulang belulang dan batu batu. iya batu. dari yang masih ada di ingatan hasil sisa sia pelajaran sejarah sewaktu kuliah sampai batu aneh yang tidak pernah saya tahu sebelumnya.

yogurt -aaaa saya lupa tempatnya.
over all saya suka stoberi. dan yogurt sekat gedung sate ini pake stoberi asli yang muakjeas enak!!
kami bertiga berpisah di tkg yogurt mbak lanjut ke urusan dengan temannya dan saya plus aa memutuskan untuk jalan jalan random ga jelas.. (phine phine selalu deh random kok hobi!). setelah perjalanan panjang anak ayam kehilangan induknya, turis kehilangan tour guide nya. yak saya dan si aa kesasar di bandung untuk kedua kalinya""

setelah tanya kanan kiri depan belakang kami sampai juga di bip. hihihihi... kota seribu angkot sukses besar bikin saya mati kutu jalan ribuan kilometer....""
berlanjut ke nonton negeri 5menara. saya tidak mau memberi komentar tentang film itu. (iya lah terus komentator film kerjanya apa. ) sambil nunggu tuh jadwal bioskop saya dan si aa ngobrol di food pantry, ga penting lah apa isi obrolannya. ruang publik.... hihihi dilarang buka aib saya sendiri. tapi yang penting saya bertanya kenapa itu namanya food pantry?? food court terdengar lebih merakyat dan si pengembang tokonya lebih suka kasih namq food country. dua gelas lemon tea sukses membuat saya curhat colongan ke si aa. hahahaha.... bukan curhat lagi sih orang udah ada semua di blog ini. intinya cerita cerita baanyak lah...

yang bikin heboh lagi ada project promo minuman di sana. dan saya jadi mirip kambing bego yang bengong liat drama musikal dadakan yang pakai adegan banting baki. kaget mbak.... untung saya orangnya baik hati kalau gak........

perjalanan berlanjut ke bec. puter puter ga jelas.. nemenin mbak dan president class cari laptop. yang bego adalah saya yang takut ama lantai glass block. ya iyalah takut orang bawahnya cuma partisi. ga kelihatan ada penyangganya. hello saya 25 dan belum menikah ga lucu kalau harus jadi korban glass block. hihihi...

dan perjalanan diikuti dengan nasi goreeeeeng. perut lapar dan meronta ronta minta diisi. tuh nasi goreng boleh juga. karena si abangnya berhasil bikin telor ceplok mentah yang bisa dimakan hidup hidup kuningnya (apa sih bahasa gw aneeeeh)....
-lanjut ntar malam yak.. mau ngampus. penulis labil gini niiih.. haap maklum-

okay,, I haven't gone to Bandung and I've already felt homesick.... what???
there is a weird feeling in my mind.... feeling glad and blue in the same time...

I feel glad that finally one of my 2012 resolution come faster than I've ever thought, I also feel blue, that I realized I will live alone once more like I've ever felt before... hufht...

Okay, I think I need to be focus, my goal is Europe especially Holland....!!
Dee, come on! you have to be focus.... you have to!!

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abaikan postingan ini... ini adalah postingan galau, yang sebenarnya gak penting.. tapi menurut buku yang gue baca, mahasiswa master kayaknya butuh tempat buat curhat (baca : blog) dan kebetulan blog ini kebagian sialnya buat jadi tempat sampah dari pemikiran gue yang ga jelas.

yang lebih sialnya lagi,
mungkin yang nge-baca yang lagi suntuk terus baca curhatan gue yang gak jelas dan ruwet ,,,,,

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here's the thing I have to do before go to Bandung
1. Print big banner of Sungmin.. hahahahahahaaa,,,,
2. collect the form to national planning agency
3. Printer ----- thanks to my office mate who really kind pay the service bill.

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kenapa gue milih harus nge-print posternya oppa?? karena,,, eh karena,, seperti postingan gue sebelumnya oppa bener-bener nemenin gue lewat lagunya yang gue download secara gratis di situs simpan data.
jadi kerasa gak sepi dan kayak punya temen waktu itu..
jadi gue akan mendramatisir suasana kos gue, sama kayak perjuangan gue waktu daftar kemarin... kali ini ditambah big poster biar tambah kerasa gak sendirian (asal tuh poster ga kedip ajah waktu malem-malem/ kenapa emangnya?? / kalo kedip gue kedipin balik,,,, habis oppa ganteng siiih.....

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okelah... saya masih terbayang-bayang nonton konser sushow 3 3d... OMO... jadi pengen nonton live sushow 4... baiklah.. mengencangkan ikat pinggang.... nabung sebanyak-banyaknya,, berharap harga tiket di bulan april cuma 800rb ajah (uangnya dikira-kira cuma segitu yang bakalan kekumpul) hiks hiks.... karena mulai tgl 11 feb saya resmi jadi anak kos,, ya sudahlah tambah ngencengin ikat pinggang sekencang-kencangnya...

kabar berhembus kalo april 28-30 bakal ada sushow4 ina.. wew... kalau boleh jujur sejujur jujurnya,, kadang saya berharap kalo sushow ina mending ga usah ada,, sakit hati kayaknya kalo tuh sungmin datang ke indo dan gw ga bisa nonton (tragedy KIMCHI)..... eh kok saya jadi ELF yang jahat sih.......

beneran deh jadi ELF itu mahal! harus jadi orang kaya buat punya CD ori, DVD konser ori, nonton konser Live, Merchandise ori, whoooaaaa banyaaak deh... mana belum tentu tuh album cuma keluar satu type ajah..... kalo ada type A, type B, type C, aaaah.....

baiklah tapi ada untungnya juga kalo gitu saya jadi rajin nabung,, terutama kalo ada sushow beredar...

Dan akhirnya gw nonton ss3 3d juga hahahaha... After all things happened.. It was saturday 4feb with friends of mine.. Whoaaaaa feel so close with my future husband sungmin. He is really cute like little rabbit... It was in grand indonesia studio 9 at 13:50 .... That show makes me envy... Want to watch real live suju concert.....

Hufht... It is like a fantasy.... Cool briliant made me speechless along the movie...

from BANDUNG to HOLLAND (part 5)

finally,, internet di kantor nyala lagi.. yes!! menikmati kembali internet unlimited, download-download buat bekal di bandung...

okeh, posting hari ini...
I dedicated this posting to "super junior".... what??? somebody may ask why 'super junior'.. I still remember day by day I applied so many scholarship application alone by myself no body, except the super junior song's played on my playlist. from I don't know when it was, many super junior song become my Official Sound Track in applying any scholarship, in this case applying my future..

it might be important tips, having some soundtrack is like having " a friend" accompany you to chase your dream. you can choose another song you like ( I don't recommend you to like super junior or extremely become an ELF )

for me listening to the music is something makes me relax, always! it is like an entertainment for my own self.......

i'm single... yes I am!!!

this is not my choice but God did... this afternoon i have lunch my room mate in the office named eilif.. so far we are close enough as friend to talk about personal life. and being single was topic of the day (he already get married-- it was easier for him to discuss... ggg )

this "single" is related with the moment i got scholarship. he said this scholarship was like my priority for several years and it came true... he said that maybe because the influence of my single status. no boyfriend or someone who will marry me sooner.

well his analysis might be true.. being single means i have more much 'me' time to reschedule my future. i'm totally weak last day i broke up and it is like a recovery. i don't want to be single i mean no body wanna be lonely. but i still can not meet the right person or maybe have not been found by right person. i'm not pretty and have no confidence in order to wish having a man who really love me. the last two ex boyfriend i got dump me like a rubbish just because they found another woman who prettier than me... hey where's inner beauty going??

and for next two year i promise to myself for not thinking too much about getting boyfriend. this scholarship must be end in holland and i don't wanna be dump anymore.... i don't!!!

disaat postingan ini dibuat... gue lagi duduk nungguin febri yang sholat di lippo.. berhubung gue mau pindah ke bandung secepatnya... so it is like a farewell party between us. we have known each other for last 4months.. not a long time to know each other but... we usually spent our weekend together. i feel comfort with her so far and reliza that i will leave her soon seems unbelievable. she was my english course mate. and she is the closest one maybe because she is not too young compare with me.

by this part i've already been home.... i started a little busines with her in order to get extra money. two of us are single
and for myself being single means i can focus with myself doing something better.... no more cry.....

from bandung to holland (part4)

being hiatus means... not posting for very long time. it happened to me.

okay now let's start writing! it's 6:20 pm here.. and I'm waiting for my last english class before I move to bandung.
well I think I feel comfortable with the class... with many random people, esspecially with a couple brother with korean look.
no I'm not going to tell you about them but I don't have any idea in this post. well this couple brother truly inspiring me.
not only because they have no mother but also the way they pretend to everyone that their life is fine but it is not

the older one esspecially. he is the backbone of his family.
I can't say I don't care about his look. he is good looking. no.. he is awesome.
and he also has his own view in order to face his world.

i learn many from him.. always.. he pretend to be strong maybe in order to give a good example to his brothers.

okay.. if you are in this part it means I've already came back from course. and i didn't meet him. although i really want to say personal goodbye...
this posting i dedicated to him. one of my huge inspiration. by knowing him i remember i have to say thanks to GOD who gave many blessing in mylife,compare with his. he can enjoy his 'poor' why i can't thanks for the blessing i have...

from BANDUNG to HOLLAND (part 3)

sehari tiga posting??? - yak pencapaian yang lumayan buat blogger amatir kayak gue....
seperti yang kalian tahu, gue hiatus untuk beberapa lama, dan cuma posting "bersihin sarang laba-laba" jadi ini kayak balas dendam.. permintaan maaf sama blog yang gue tinggal buat daftar sekolah....

iya gue sekolah lagi.. (baca postingan sebelumnya yaaa) dan lagi benar-benar interest dengan kehidupan gue yang baru.... Bandung oh Bandung...

I don't have any idea in my mind except writing... I just want to share my experience... I just need any trash bin to throw all thing happened for last 7days.... maybe I need some pensieve (from Harry Potter book) but unfortunately it's fiction only... (begh.....)
Okay,, as a pensieve,, I have this blog by the way... to share anything happened. I promise to myself that this blog should be more useful than before. I wouldn't waste your time to read trash bin blog... ( g g g g )

Okay,,, setelah Bandung dan gajah duduk... ada hal yang bikin gue interest ga jelas beberapa hari terakhir. makan ga tenang, tidur ga nyenyak....
yak... SS3 3D in blitz... mimpi apa gue semalem?????
mbak sari nge- tweet gue bilang dia berhasil dapet tiket buat nonton tuh movie konser.......!!!!!!
3D bow... 3D... ea....... norak mode on dah gue.....

as I told you on very old old old old posting ( I don't know how old it is)... but I like SuperJunior and get Kpop fever... (feel like little girl) but I do...
I will watch 3d show on Saturday..... horaaaay... this Saturday, Febuary 4. can not wait to see my pumpkin prince... although I've already seen him before on SS3 DVD....

Perjalanan ke Bandung kemariiin.... (bersama ratih) dimulai dari.... eh tunggu seharusnya gue udah berangkat dari hari jum'at sore tgl 28-nya... tapi berhubung ada buruh demo dan memblokade jalan tol ya sudahlah ya,... gue berangkat hari sabtu-nya...
pagi pagi buta (syah.... bahasanyaaa) gue ngetok ngetok pintu kos Ratih.. " Atih main yuuuk" lha.. kayak orang ngajak maen...
dan dengan Bis Prima Jasa gue selamat sampai Bandung dan langsung dianter Kang Komar ke ITB _ makasih ya Kang Komar and Mbak Ratiiih.....
oke, sampai di sana, gue ketemuan ama Dimas, anak TS semester 8. ITB. ke arah taman sari... dan singkat cerita gue dapet kos di pelesiran...
hoaaaa...

kayaknya gue bakal betah kuliah di gajah duduk.. oh My God.... saya jatuh cinta sama kampusnya.... (entah mungkin nanti sama mahasiswa-nya) hahahahaha....
ini kayak mimpi bisa kuliah yang waktu gue SMA cuma bisa gue pandangin brosurnya......
get interest...

trus makan di rumah pasta... hohohohooo... baru kali ini gue liat rumah makan yang isinya pasta semua... hahahhahaha biasa makan di warteg... makan Pizza tippppiiiiissssss..... tapi kenyang, nah lho... aneh kan?? sensasi kenyangnya sama kayak sensasi kenyang pan pizza delight yang di Pizza hut. FYI, rumah pasta adanya di sebelah ITB jalan dikit....

ada lagi yang gue temukan di sekitar kampus... rental komik... akhirnyaaaa... setelah tiga tahun ga pernah baca komik. kayak nemuin oase di gunung pasir (musafiiiir komik). banyak banget judul komik yang udah ada di pikiran gue bakal gue pinjem, sesaat setelah gue naruh barang-barang pas pindahan.

terus adalagi yang bakal bikin gue betah banyak banget tukang DVD game sepanjang jalan di sekitar ITB.. yang kata abbas harganya CUMA Rp. 15rb perak dapet dua!!!!! gileee...

ya Allah luruskan niatku untuk ga keseringan nge-game dan baca komik...

from BANDUNG to HOLLAND (part 2)

okay,,, this post I dedicated to all the person who asked me, what is the secret of being accepted in any scholarship program... (not because I'm qualified enough for that qualification) it is about any different way I've tried and it works...

1st I want to say thanks to my family who help me by their pray!
and also thanks to Mr. Decky, Mr. Adi, and Mr. Ruta... they three gave me many tips to get this scholarship...

here they are.

1. Mr. Decky said " try different way, if others pick course work, pick by research"
you have to prepare your own proposal that related to your study, but it gave you one step closer because you already have any plan in your future study.. it is ok if finally you want to chose course work and that proposal will gave you an input for your motivation letter. after you have a proposal, send them to any professor in the university you want in order to get acceptance letter.

He also said " improve your english"yeah,, as we know, there is no scholarship without english certificate.... it will be important weapon after professor acceptance..

2. Mr. Adi said, "type a best promotion of yours in your motivation letter"
just tell who you are, where you work, what is your duty, and etc.... and don't forget tell them why they have to pick you not other candidates. maybe because you have strong motivation, leadership, and special interest from childhood about the program you want. more confidence but not a selfish one...

3. Mr. Ruta said, "translate your document into english"
simple but it will be your motivation (because translate your document into english is not cheap actually, so that you will say ' I won't let my money useless' when you are lazy someday...
he also said , " if the professor didn't answer your proposal, just call the university FSO"
FSO will tell you what is the requirement to apply nearest intake by email soon.

okay,, this is the step...

prepare your official personal document, follow TOEFL/IELTS or any kind of official english test, translate your document into English in official translator.

next... prepare your motivation letter..

and if you want to have by research program try to write your own proposal. read as many journal as you can. (international). it will improve your ability in analysis and writing something.

next try to search the professor name related to your background study (you can find them in official university website). if you want to have a course work try to contact the FSO (you can find them also in official university website) this step in order to have your "secret weapon" (professor/university acceptance letter).

and then try to browse the scholarship you want ( I suggest Bappenas - for civil servant, KOICA, KGSP, ADS, ALA, ADB, STUNED, NESSO try all of this keyword in google)

last is send your application!!!

the last is the most important. don't dream to have any scholarship without send any application at all.

I know the requirement is hard but..... believe me you can. and believe in yourself, keep in your mind "I'm the candidate they are looking for"

not much but hope it will be useful for you....

dream big, and get big!!!

FIGHTING!!

from BANDUNG to HOLLAND (part 1)

Alhamdulillah..
any good news on Friday 20, 2012
there was a call from head of MPWK ITB she said that I've been accepted for dual degree program...

Dear Allah,, thanks so much for this opportunity.
she said I have to be there on feb 13 2012, for EAP class.

so... now I'm on my way to complete all the document.
why I'm so interested in?? because... I have a chance to go to Holland if I'm qualified enough in second year. dear Allah,, please make sure that I'll be in Holland.

from now on I will update all happened in my new life.... I called it new life because.. this is kind of life that I wanted ever..... learn something that I'm in love with, be some of master degree student in a big Institute... you know it's like a dream come true!!

last week on Saturday 28, 2012 I was looking for any boarding house accompanied by Ratih and Kang Komar.. two of Prajab friends also a friend named Dimas (he is a civil eng student, last year).. and I found one, in Pelesiran. it cost 500thousands rupiahs per month... not cheap actually but it's Ok... for this time.

from tangerang it will spent 4hours by bus.. Prima jasa Bus - Bandung Tangerang. stop in Leuwi Panjang and take public transportation, Leuwi panjang- Kalapa, then Kalapa- Dago. and in front of a hospital (forget the name ) you will see my campus....... hoaaa..... ya Allah, I'm totally blessed with this opportunity........

Let's begin the journey..
From Bandung to Holland