well, another day has to pass by,getting closer with IELTS test and I am not ready yet for that occasion. I cannot think another thing except that test nowadays. it burden me much more than before. the worst is that my score shows just steady improvement. oaky, forget this posting then.

there was nothing special happened for last several days except that my heart started beating abnormally was a special thing. but unfortunately it was not. maybe there are a hundred of butterfly in my heart and they want to come out in the same time, and I cannot handle it, poor me. I am not sure what makes it go like this.... I got a good news today! I got 6,5 in listening and 6 in reading..... horey,, one step closer to 7! I have to fight actually harder than before.

Nothing is special happened for the last five days besides I got 6 in writing task2 in Mrs. Sofie class and she gave me a compliment on it. HORAYY!! finally I can figure the pattern out how to deal with her class after so long time I just got 5,5 for the highest score.

well so far My EAP class makes my english better but, the first part that I thought it is gonna be the easiest part became endangered nowadays. Reading! my score decline in a dramatical way. OH, there must be something wrong with me.... I lose my concentration somehow,

in speaking Mr. Miles (native from sunderland) gave another compliment for my English. He likes my accent I remember he said that if I'm in England people will not recognize where I'm coming from from my speaking. it looks like an avarage English man (hahahaha... he must be kidding me!)

nothing is special happened during last 5days except the fact that I've hurt the friend of mine's heart.

well. from that accident (not a real accident actually)I learned that I have to treat people older with respect because that is the way they want to be treated from the younger like me.

I also learn I should behave in joking. maybe for some cases I think it is acceptable to have any particular jokes like I used to do, however the contras part told another perspective. I still remember what he said "joke is played once, when it plays regularly it is no longer considered as a joke". well maybe for some point of view he is right. totally right, but he also forget to add another quote I always hold in life "treat people as you want to be treated" this means that if you do not want people tease you so do not tease them.

By this posting I know I was wrong for several parts, but I try to clarify that, I think he is kind of cheerful people with a lot joke behavior. but then I was wrong. he is not that kind of person, Maybe I'll think twice before having conversation even in daily life because, you know simple things can be big in others thought especially ones who have different mind with us.

I'm sure I'll behave. *promise*